i see you mom...

I see you mom. Wondering if it's okay to serve popcorn when you just can't get your act together to make a meal plan much less a meal. I see you mom. When you're wondering if it's acceptable to wear ear plugs so you can ignore the yelling kids. I see you mom. Wondering if you really should just throw all the toys away so you don't have to keep picking them up. I see you mom. When you're having your "quiet time" with me, surrounded by noise and cheerios under your feet. I see you mom. Wondering if it's normal to find yesterday's coffee in the microwave. I see you mom. When you wash the sheets and make the bed because someone didn't make it to the bathroom last night. I see you mom. When you feel guilty while loading your donuts, sugary cereal and other junk onto the conveyor belt next to the other moms veggie and other health foods. I see you mom. Wondering if you can just take a nap. Take a break. Take a pee. Alone. I see you mom. When you just want to run away. Run away to find yourself in me. I love our quiet time even if it means sticky hands all over my Word. I see you. I love you. I am enough for you. Nothing else REALLY matters. Cling to me. Let me be your ROCK.